Not feeling like writing anything at all.
But I started the blog to do this. So I will do it. I am fucking
nuts. Really. I have this problem I know about but no one more notice. I close
all doors I can close. I sleep with a bunch of pillows on every side of me. I
am a depressive person. Seriously. Feeling like crap is not strange for me at all. I have always thought of suicide like one more thing I CAN do. But there
are only three things that attach me to this world. Number one: my two
brothers. I think they really need me. That’s what I think. Number two: my friends. I
really love my friends. Yeah I LOVE them. They, women and men, are my brothers
and sisters. And finally, number three: my big aspirations in this world. I
mean GIGANTIC aspirations. But I still thinking I am sick. SICK, SICK, SICK.
Mentally unstable and all that stuff. I’m
also a little paranoid. I feel like I’m always being followed. I guess why my
parents never wanted to give my help. Neither they, neither nobody. I am alone
with my madness.
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